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I am not your mystery woman, I am not your muse..I am not your soulmate, just a passionate woman looking for her own peace of mind... Heart is a lonely hunter!!! "Within us there is someone who knows everything, wills everything, does everything better than we ourselves"~I guess this is Hermen Hesse

Saturday, May 16, 2015

I want to lose it

Sometimes I just want to get lost, as in lose myself
Just be noone, have nothing to think of
Roam around, get in and out of shops and bars at whim

But I never seem to lose myself
even after 3 drinks, that acute awareness of my being and my situation does not leave me
It does not absolve me of myself

Oh how I hate that sense of being in control, that damned acute sense of being ME all the time!