My earlier version was so full of "So what?"
Well, I could garner happiness with that 2 words sentence
I was alone for the longest time in my life, and to my loneliness I could say "So what?"
There were happy couples around...but that dint deter me into marriage well past the age
I dint have all the money, I had what kept me happy and content
And to those who said "You can earn much more" I would say "So what?"
It dint matter to me..as I had the deepest sense of my being..
As long as I felt hope, as long as I felt dreams floating around me..I was OK
As long as I felt beautiful..as long as I felt desirable..that's all that mattered
Other things could wait..there was still time for all of it
But now..
I am unable to say "So what?" to anything related to Aaru
When he could not walk till 2..I could not say "So what!" I burnt my ends doing exercises and running to therapies to make him walk
He is 3 and does not speak much..I cant say "So what!" I am scrambling and spending all that I have to get him to talk
That flamboyance of "So what" is gone..that intoxicating carelessness of infinite time is a story of the past
Now I feel I am in a race against time!
Well, I could garner happiness with that 2 words sentence
I was alone for the longest time in my life, and to my loneliness I could say "So what?"
There were happy couples around...but that dint deter me into marriage well past the age
I dint have all the money, I had what kept me happy and content
And to those who said "You can earn much more" I would say "So what?"
It dint matter to me..as I had the deepest sense of my being..
As long as I felt hope, as long as I felt dreams floating around me..I was OK
As long as I felt beautiful..as long as I felt desirable..that's all that mattered
Other things could wait..there was still time for all of it
But now..
I am unable to say "So what?" to anything related to Aaru
When he could not walk till 2..I could not say "So what!" I burnt my ends doing exercises and running to therapies to make him walk
He is 3 and does not speak much..I cant say "So what!" I am scrambling and spending all that I have to get him to talk
That flamboyance of "So what" is gone..that intoxicating carelessness of infinite time is a story of the past
Now I feel I am in a race against time!
