Sometimes I search for that part of me who would say something stupid which people would find witty or hilarious and burst out laughing
Which made me feel good
Which made me feel new
As if I had something about me which I never knew and it was something special
Now
At the end of the day after broken cars and idiot drivers and moron maids... I realize with a soothing calm feeling that I CANT FIX IT ALL
so I let myself in front of the the tv with old monk and rum and decide to call it a day and wait for another one
Hoping all of today can be wiped by tomorrow
