Sometimes I just want to get lost, as in lose myself
Just be noone, have nothing to think of
Roam around, get in and out of shops and bars at whim
But I never seem to lose myself
even after 3 drinks, that acute awareness of my being and my situation does not leave me
It does not absolve me of myself
Oh how I hate that sense of being in control, that damned acute sense of being ME all the time!
Just be noone, have nothing to think of
Roam around, get in and out of shops and bars at whim
But I never seem to lose myself
even after 3 drinks, that acute awareness of my being and my situation does not leave me
It does not absolve me of myself
Oh how I hate that sense of being in control, that damned acute sense of being ME all the time!
3 comments:
It comes with the package. Very few of us have the courage to cast us out into the world like a pollen, drifting with the wind. Join the club ;)
I call that sense courage. And it shall never let go. No matter how hard you try :)
Soumya- sometimes I wish hard it does :(
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