Am I glad this day is over!
I messaged someone that I want to be out tonight..dint want to stay home
To spend a day a little better than the rest
And we did go out..had some wine..talked a little..got angry at the restaurant staff
And by the end of the day...I drew closer to a realisation..its all so futile!!
This clamouring to buy happiness..this urgency to be somewhere else
But then, if anything, for a few moments, did make me smile..its worth all its while!

2 comments:
People have turned it into a 'must-do' thing. Haven't they?? :)
You have to Force urself to make it nice. Even when u feel shit.
Heheheh.. u knw, i can go ONnn about it.
U read my post! :D
p.s. yes, hun anyday is Worth It if it made u smile! :)
:) I have stopped forcing myself to make anythign nicer, Its this realisation that it does not matter..which makesme me happier than anything else..its fun :)
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